...And Its Far From OVER

Finally got a chance to see the new vid...




...I fucking LOVE it! Its def makes you wanna go hard on life....and considering I litterally have been everywhere and back these past few days...this had me hyped as hell! Off to work I go! Lol.

I cnt even type rite now I'm so fucking livid. So just kno that from this point on I dnt give 2 fucks abt anybody but me.

Music Monday...

...well sunday if you're still on the West Coast. But anywho...so I think that every Monday now I wanna do a "Music Monday" post. I won't be doing on just new music that's out, but on music that I personally love and listen to.

With that said, my first post is on Corinne Bailey Rae. At the beginning of the year I posted the first single off her new album "The Sea". Well now I'm posting her second single "Closer"...



...the minute I heard this song on the radio I went to find and buy the new album. I LOVE it! Every song makes me feel something. its so rare these days to listen to an artist that makes u feel like doing more than drinking, smoking, or having sex. Corinne makes you wanna fall in love again even after you've been hurt. She makes you wanna live life and experience it for what it is...that's all I need right now.


...until next time....

Basketball Wives...

So this is VH1's latest...

VH1 TV Shows | Music Videos | Celebrity Photos | News & Gossip

Def looks liek something I'ma watch...I just have 1 question tho...why is only 1 of them a "wife"???? 1 is a fiancee...but all the others are ex's, babymommas and hos...hmmmmm...

One Thing I Really Can't Stand...

...is when a person complains, and complain, AND COMPLAINS about the same daggone thing over and over again...but does nothing to change/stop it from happening over and over again!

Here's a hint...if it happens to you once maybe two or three times...it's their fault

...but if its been happening for years...thats on you...STAND UP FOR YOUSELF!


...Just needed to vent.

Catharsis...

With age comes knowledge and with knowledge comes change....



I feel like life is taking me on an incredible journey of thought right now that is beyond any type constant recognition...if that makes any sense. I think that I am now learning/seeing/experiencing everything through different eyes. I see people for what they are and treat them accordingly. I see those that support me and love me and I see past the fake. I sadly feel that my biggest supporters in my life have passed on...but that doesn't mean that I'm not thankful to those that are trying their best to support me.

I've stopped trying to see more of people than they are willing to offer because I've found that to be frustrating and hurtful on my end. I'm taking people at the value they are offering themselves as. I feel that in certain situations I am too giving of myself only to have people be upset b/c I didn't do what they wanted me to do....yet they asked me to do it because they couldn't. I'm leaening that the older me, the more experienced and voiced me isn't as well recieved the quieter underage me that I was before. And that's finally ok with me. Because 1 thing my two biggest supporters taught me was to always love me. And I do.

...hope this made sense to someone other than myself.

Hair...

Lemme just vent my frustrations on my hair for a sec....

Ok...*takes deep breath* I LOVE MY HAIR. Now tht may not sound like a "big" statement, but if u've known me since elementary school then you know how serious a statement like that is. But lately, I really haven't had the patience to deal with it. One min. I'm cool pressin it out...the next min I want a weave cuz my head sweats a lot nd it would be easier to deal with...and then another min I want braids cuz thats more easier to deal with than weave.

Ugh...I want my hair to grow...and I think that switchin up styles every month is really slowin down that process. i really wish I could just pick a hairstyle and stick with it. A weave would be cool...it would be something different...but I'm so particular about my hair...I gotta find the perfect hair and the person that does it has to do it perfectly...otherwise I'ma hate it and its gonna be in a ponytail until two weeks are up then I'm takin it out.

Maybe I'll weave it...just because it wud be a change for me and I can do more with it...who knows....