This Just Made Me Smile...

...this and the Trey Songz vid:)




...thanks Dwayne for posting this...I love u 4 this!

Life...Pt. 1

Today has been a really frustrating day...I think it's the weather...it's been raining like crazy...or maybe I just need sum sex in my life...yeah I said it!

I really wish that I knew what path my life was gonna take after graduation...just when I think all signs are pointing in one direction...something else happens that causes me to think that maybe I should try a different direction. I think I'm just waiting for that one thing that causes my epiphany. U kno...like that one moment or project that makes u go "YESSSSSSSSSS" so far everything has made me go "yay"...Idk.

Like...I know what I wanna do...but the steps I have to take to get there...*shrugs shoulders*

I really wished I smoked right now...cuz I could sure use a blunt.

Happy Meal...

I had a Happy Meal from McDonald's today...$2.34 for a hamburger, fries,a drink, a toy...and I was happy after eating it. Why the hell did I stop buying those again???

WTF?!?!?!?!?!

I just happened to come across this story a few mins. ago...

" A man on a rampage fatally stabbed his 17-year-old sister, decapitated his 5-year-old sister in front of a police officer and then headed toward his 9-year-old sister before officers shot him amid what their chief described as "a killing field...Investigators believe that Revelus targeted Samantha, a 17-year-old senior at Milton High School, and fatally stabbed her with a household knife while their grandmother was doing laundry in the basement. At the time, the children's parents were away; their mother is a nurse at a Boston hospital, Wells said...Sarafina, an elementary school student, called 911 just before 5 p.m. An officer on patrol in the neighborhood arrived within a minute, Wells said, and could hear an altercation inside as he reached the second floor. The 911 operator tried to persuade Sarafina to open the door, but when she did not, the officer broke through...As the officer entered the door, he decapitated (Bianca) in front of him," said Wells. "He actually walked into a killing field. He walked into such carnage, as far as the atrocity of it, I've never seen it."

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What the HELL is goin on with the world??? I mean seriously dude...his 5 yr old sister? I can't even imagine...I'm seriously on the brink of tears right now...and not even because this story is terribly sad...but because I'm terrified. More and more I read stories like this...mother and father killing their kids...boy shooting his pregnant step mother in the head...I can't take it. I miss the years I lived as a child unaware of all the cruel people and things in the world. And the worst part is these people are being killed by the EXACT same people we are trained as children to believe are their to protect us. Honestly...if this is the fate of the world, if this is what we as a human race have become...I don't wanna have any part of it. I did a good deed for someone on Friday just hrs after someone had done one for me. I didn't even realize I was doing the deed until after the fact. but I really felt good about life after that...just knowing that there were still good people out there and that I was still affected by and wanted to cause good...but after reading this story and reflecting on the numerous others I've read...I feel like there isn't enough good deeds in the world to save humanity. And if that's the case...

Heaven help us all.

It's Been A Minute...

...since I've really updated my blog!

I've just been really busy and tired since school started back...don't worry...I'll probably be blogging everyday again within the next couple of months...I kno right. Lol.

Basically...I've got about 2 months till graduation...I got a part in the production at school so I've been busy with rehearsal...I got a job at Bath and Body Works...come holla at me...I'm puttin on events on campus for the next two weeks with two of my organizations on campus...then...when all of that is over...I got finals. So yeah...I'll blog when I can. Hope ya'll coo out there in blog world.

5 am...

Definitely woke up early this morning due to one the worst nightmares ever...I cant even say wat happened...but it's the second time this type of dream has happened to me this year...wth???

Haven't You Seen Any Of My Movies?!?!?!?! *Dave Chappelle Voice*

"they ate me!!! A effin shark ate me!!!" Lmfao.

A Letter...

Dear Maxwell,

It has been at least 7 yrs since your last album. Granted, I did fall in love with you all over again this summer, but honestly, don't you think it's time for a return??? I kno, I kno, you've been touring getting people reaquainted with you and your music...but trust me...they didn't need a concert for that...you can never be forgotten. You gave us "Whenever, Whereever, Whatever", "Fortunate", "Lifetime", "Sumthin, Sumthin" and so many others...nothing could ever make us lose sight of that. Please...return to us soon.



Sincerely,
Jennifer Hill

P.S. This snippet...that has been out for AT LEAST a year...is not gonna cut it buddy!

Pretty Wings (Snippet) - Maxwell

Yessssss...

I got a job interview this Saturday!!!!! Wanna know the best part of the job??? I'll only have to work like every other Sunday AND from 7-12pm...and thats it! All I need is a lil extra spendin money so that should be cool...if not..I got room for another job...and it doesn't interfere with my classes/play rehearsals.

Yo...I want some Ramen Noodles like crazy right now.

I'm watchin MTB4...abd I just have one question for Diddy...WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT AUNDREA AND DAWN?!?!?!?!?! Cuz right now...watching them clean up Day 26 crib...break-up fights...and run around the house spraying air freshner...it's getting pretty old...give em something to record or let em go Diddy...DAMN.

I saw Watchmen 2day...by myself...and I must say...goin to the movies by yourself...is the BEST thing EVER! I do it all the time when I'm at home...whenever I wanna see a movie I just walk over to "Tragic Johnson's" and enjoy myself. Ya'll should really try it...and if your worried about lookin like a loser, go in the daytime...not only is it cheaper...but a whole bunch of people who got a couple hrs off from work or a day off from work are there too...so ur not the only one alone. But I digress...The Watchmen was cool...the naked guy was a bit much...and I dnt really kno how I feel about the action scenes...maybe I shuda done my research and googled the comic b4 I went to go see it.

Pinocchio came out Tuesday!!!! Def goin to watch that at my cuz house 2morrow:)I was definitely needing some of that in my life rite now.

As of next Tues...I have EXACTLY 2 more months of school left...and then I'm DONE...holla if u hear me.

I finally took a dance class this past Weds!!!!! Unfortunately...I came too late for the contemporary class...and the "Jazz Trip Hop" instructor didn't come and all the sub knew was ballroom and hip hop...so we learned hip hop...it was fun...but I wanted contemporary.

Well...for the most part thats all thats been goin on with me...I might not update the blog on my trip to Orlando just cuz it's a lot to type...but I'ma try to before school starts back.


Peace.

Once In a While...

Wrote this about a year and a half ago...

Once In A While

Every once in a while
A thought of you pops into my memory
And then I am like Langston Hughes
Because I become consumed with "The Weary Blues"
And the things that I wanted to say,
But never said.
I think, it's too late now,
Cuz the relationhip is dead.
I think about the things we shared
And how much you cared
And how the next friend of mine shall be better than you
Because anything less,
Just won't do.
Then I fall asleep and experience endless dreams
Of things that feel like centuries of unyielding passion
And then I wake up only to find that you're a distant memory
That simply got the best of me.
Countless times,
I tried to hide the way you made me feel inside
But now there's no denying it cuz boy,
You made me feel alive.
So as I say this rhyme
I'm taking the time
To sit back and smile
Cuz I only think of you every once in a while.

-J. Hill

I Will Love U For Life...

...if u buy me these.




...Idc who gets em...just kno u will have my unconditional love for life.

Hilarious...

In case ya'll haven't heard...word on the street{and by "street" I do mean Mediatakeout.com} that Keri Hilson is coming at Beyonce and Ciara in her remix to "Turnin Me On". I'm def feelin the song which features T-Wayne...and her verse is a lil suspect...but I like her swag.




But anywho...the reason I'm even blogging about this is because I found this video in response to the news of the beef...which cracked me the hell up.

Back From Orlando...

So I've been in Orlando since Friday...and lemme just say this...NEVER AGAIN!!!! Don't get it twisted...Orlando was cool...it's a lot of fun stuff and I wouldn't mind goin back there again...but not with the people/person I went with.

I was stranded TWICE...almost punched her ONCE...and lied to MULTIPLE times.

She most def tried it...*smh*...never again 4 realz.

I'll fill ya'll in on the details later...right now I'm tired.

Us Against The World...

Come on Christina!!!!! Love the song nd I'm feelin the video.


Christina Milian - Us Against The World from J. on Vimeo

Lemme Just Say This...

Ain't NOBODY worth me stuntin over...please, please, PLEASE do me a favor and know that you are never on my mind longer than a second during the day...if that. If you wanna know something...never hesistate to contact me and ask me what's what...cuz I will ALWAYS tell u what it is.


...cuz if u ain't my boo, my Crew, or my few...u ain't shhhhhhh....







And that's REAL.

25 Things I Hate About Facebook...

One of my FB friends posted this today and I found it funny...so I thought I'd share...lol.

What I Did For Love...

Tonight me and a couple of my friends went to see "A Chorus Line"...it was coo. It's basically about dancers auditioning for a spot on the chorus line of a new musical. But I digress...well...not really...I just really wanted to say "digress" lol. But anywho...there is a part towards the end of the play where the auditoner asks the dancers what they plan to do when they can't dance anymore. Many had answers of "I never thought about it", "I'll open up a dance studio", "I'll become an actor", etc...well after the play was over my friends and I were discussing how that line hit us all. Like "What are we gonna do when we can't act anymore????" I mean of course there is a big difference between dancing and acting but still...this profession isn't promised...hell I gotta fight just to get my foot in the door. But as much as this business has its ups and downs and uncertainties...we can't imagine ourselves doing anything else. The day I stop acting is the day that I die. I would do this for free...wait...I am already lol. Yeah...I'ma have to eventually do this for money cuz unfortunately this world is ruled by it...but in a perfect world... So when the dancers were asked that question in the play, they sang this song in response:

What I Did for Love (Original Broadway) - Lea Salonga


At first listen, it sounds like it's talking about something else, but it can def. be describing the love of someone doing what they love...get it?

"Look, my eyes are dry,
The gift was ours to borrow,
It's as if we always knew,
And I won't forget
What I did for love,
What I did for love."

Life's too short...do what you love b4 you can't anymore.

Just Checkin In...

Just checkin in nd lettin ya'll kno what's been goin on...

It's midterms this week so I'm in supreme study mode till Wednesday...*awwwwz* it's my last set of midterms=). After that...it's SPRING BREAK!!! WHOOOOO!!! I'll be in Orlando with the roomster and sum friends Fri-Mon...then its just relaxin in the A for a week...

We had a crazy snowstorm on Sunday I still gotta post the pics...

O yeah....I gave up cussin{again} for Lent...hopefully it'll stick this time...so for the nxt month and a couple of weeks the only "bad words" u'll be hearing from my mouth is "hell" and maybe "ass"....other than that...nada.

Live.Love.Life.