Energy...

"To say that I've come to far in one dirction would be an understatement. I'm facing a dream head on and I can't bear to look away...because I'm afraid that if I do I'll see it's light getting farther and farther away from me. So I stare at it, head-on, without blinking, not even a flinch. So the minute it starts to fade, I pull it closer. The only problem is I know I'm gonna get tired. One of these days I'm gonna blink, or sneeze, or have some reason to look away...and when that happens...I just hope I can find the strength to look back at it."


J. Hill

It Never Rains In Southern California....

"Well it maybe cold on the Eaaaast Coast...but on the other side of town...it never raaaaains..."



...def used to play this on my rainy days in ATL.

Pure Imagination...

"...If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Wanta change the world?
There's nothing
To it..."

Early Morning Thoughts Get Me The Most...

Morning readers!

The time is now 9:51 am and I've been up for at least an hr and a half now...listenin to Teedra Moses...and thinking.

Not abt anything in particular...just letting my thoughts roam whereever they want. I like doing that sometimes...it clears my head and allows me to come up with new ideas and adventures. So today I def thought abt space. In all forms...mental, physical, emotional, even psychological. And of course I thought abt it so much cuz I'm in need of it...in all forms. Which lead me to realizing that I feel like getting in my car and driving....but I cnt cuz I got work soon...FML. Point is...I need SPACE...and I dnt have...so now I just gotta do what I gotta do to get some.

I also thought abt my nite and why it was so freakin TURNT DOWN last nite. Part of it was my fault...but at the same time...all I wanted to do was TOOT MY SHIT and call it a nite...but of course that was askin too much of people...so I stayed n. I was just havin one of those days where I didn't feel doin "whatever" to substitute for not doing what I really wanted to do...I do that enough as it is. So I decided to save my money. *Kanye shrug*

I really wanna travel this year so I think I'ma start savin so I can hit ATL in May, NYC in the summer, and Vegas for my 23rd bday...I dnt think tht'll be too much of a hassle if I start saving my money now.

Def bout to jump on that "600 crunches a day" workout plan as soon as I finish this blog.

Shoutout to Teedra Moses...cuz she's def kept me entertained this morning.

Well...I think thats all she wrote for now...until nxt time...



Always remember to smile :)

Free Falling...

"Breathing never felt so easy until she let it all go. Even though she knew that the road wouldn't be an easy one, she knew that it would be better than the one she was originally on. For the first time in her life she knew that with herself she could stand and not fall. All those years of panic attacks...jumping from one friend to another, and nightmares of heartache were over. She finally understood what life was about. It was about the rush...it was about the free fall."

J.Hill

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Happy New Year everyone!!! I def kno I'm 15 days late with this post but...o well! Lol. Better late than never! I hope everyone has been enjoying 2010 so far...cuz I have! I've always loved the "new" part of the year...like I would have absolutely no problem with the calendar only being from Jan-Aug. Lol. So I'm def excited for my fave months of the year to come and go.

I really don't have any resolutions for the new year...I def wanna work on becoming a better "me" but I'm def not saying that I wasn't a "good me" in 09. I lived according to circumstance and personal knowledge and growth. And as I get older, I am learning that is all a person can really do. I do have a few things that I wanna accomplish this year such as GETTING AN AUDITION and LANDING AT LEAST 5 PLAYS this year...but thats abt it. I def wanna continue making my relationship with my bf grow and work on becoming the best me I can be. But other than that, nothing is gonna change too much.

I'm real excited to see what this new year is gonna bring me, my fam, and my friends...so stay tuned:).

"I'd Do It All Again"-Corrine Bailey Rae...

Words cnt even express how happy I am that she's back:)!

The Itis-Jesse Boykins...

I'm lowkey feelin this...

Jesse Boykins III- Itis (Official Music Video) from Jesse Boykins III on Vimeo.