I Am Definitely Ditching Spanish Right Now...

I really need to get my act 2gether on that...but it just seems so early in the morning.

So since I've been single{cnt u tell I'm enjoyin bein free=)}, I've been dealing with that whole "talkin"/datin...thing. 1st off, let me just point out that this is the first time in my life that I am actually doin the "dating thing"...I was n a relationship all throughout hs that ended in the middle my freshman year of college and left me pretty hurt for a while so I really wasn't dealin with dudes for a good minute...and my last one was long distance and we never went on an official date...we hung out from time to time....but nothing official{I'm sure he'd say otherwise...which is why we aren't 2gether right now.} But anyway...one thing I'm learning about dating is that after you've been with sum1 for a long period of time and they kno you inside and out, to start over with sum1 who doesn't kno much...is hard as hell. I sumtimes find myself getting angry at a certain person because as much as he showers me with attention, he only focuses on 1 aspect of my personality...he doesn't even try to find out what other things interest me or make me happy. And me being the asshole that I am, is just so accostumed to dating people that were my best friends b4 we got 2gether so they knew every aspect of me and my many different personalities, that I sometimes I forget that this guy isn't one of my best friends so he doesn't kno all there is to kno but I sometimes mercilessly penalize him for that. And I kno that's wrong...but I cnt help it. =/.