Boredom...

Due to triflin-ass niggas in CLARK ATLANTA UNIVERSITY'S FINANCIAL AID OFFICE, I am broke...bored...and unable to attend most of the events during my LAST Homecoming...but I def kno I won't be able to go to my last Coronation Ball{I'm extremely teed about tht}. I have an issue of PRIDE. I hate when I'm unable to provide for myself...fiancially, these last two years of college have been hard for me due to the fact tht money goes out...but it doesn't come in steadily. Sure, I've had moments where I should have saved instead of spent...where I splurged instead of bargained...but people make mistakes...nd this time...it's not my fault. Which makes it even worse....the fact tht I have to depend on some incompetent, lazy ass worker who just isn't doing there job cuz they dnt feel like it...to pay my rent on time. Never have I not been able to pay my bills and by the time they decide to give me the $5,9-hundred-sumthin they owe me...I'm have to scramble to pay my bills before late fees are added. I still can't afford books for class...furniture for my apt..."real" groceries...all because I'm waitin on sum money tht should have been given to me a muthafreakin month ago!

I feel like someone has stripped me of my womanhood...nd I refuse to break down and call my parents to ask them for $100 just to tide me over for a week...not I...not never. Of course I cant get a job and work this semester...I got a full load of classes...an internship...nd all hrs after that are for extracirriculars...mainly plays{nd if I take those away...u might as well bury me now}

Well...on the brightside...I wanted to lose some weight...eatin pb&j and bologna sandwiches can help with the weight loss...nd I cnt afford to go out...so there's no excuse for me to not study...

So now I'm home on a Friday...again...watching the debate...1st candidate tht says "I'm here to help Jennifer Hill get her money from CAU as soon as possible" gets my vote.



...until next time...

P.S. I really need to find a signature ending and stick with it.