Shoot Down The Stars...

"We break ourselves down
And build ourselves up with disappointment
How fragile we are
So fragile we are, we just don't show it
We'll shake up this town
And shoot down the stars for our enjoyment
So sexy we are
So sexy we are, we just don't know it"

Lately, i've been really feeling the affects of being "grown". I've seen me and my friends in some ways seperate...not because we no longer get along...but because the paths of life that we have chosen for ourselves is so different. I def thought my senior of college was gonna be full of fun, laughter, and good times with my girls. But slowly I'm starting to realize that school still is in session and we still have a grind to uphold. We hang when we can...but school, jobs, internships, and extracirriculars have definately put a damper on some plans.

Speaking for myself, I know that my life is doubled. Being a theater arts major is sooooo not as easy as everyone thinks it is. It basically means that you have a double life. You're a student/employee/intern during the day and an actor at night. Juggling homework and extracirrirculars are just something you learn how to do...and sometimes your friends and personal life get lost in the shuffle. Granted, I love being on stage and being in the theater...it's the student side I can't stand right now. I get the feeling that I'm not the only one out of my friends that feels this way.

I know that towards the endo of the semester and most def Spring Semester we'll have more time for get-to-gethers and girl talks...but sometimes I miss my sisters...the girls who were there and have been there for me since freshman year...I know we're all doin our thing...and doin it well I might add...but here's to us gettin the job done...and still making time for each other.

"So take a step back
And a breath in
Let it out now
Put your chin up
You can do it tiger
You a man now
And in your dream it's time to do the best you can now"