Real Quick...

So I'm back at home....already makin moves...




Shiiiiit...I got bills to pay, fun to have, dreams to realize, and a life to live.



I'll keep ya'll updated=).

So I've Started Packing...

...and I have a whole lot more stuff than I originally thought I did...I should've had a liquidation sale at my apt before school ended. =/.

Happy 25th To The Cosby Show...

Aired on 05/19/09 mad I missed it! But I'm mad Sandra, Denise, and Vanessa weren't there!




And Phylicia Rashad is still the shit! I wanna be like her when I grow up!. Lol.




I tried to find a better version but I couldn't...sorry.

Letter To Myself...

Well Jenn,

You're a BIG girl now! You came, you saw, and you conquered. You grew, you learned, and you changed. Remember to always be thankful for your accomplishments and those that helped you get there. Your life began after hs graduation...but after college graduation...the WORLD begins. Never lose sight of yourself, your purpose, and where you came from. If you fall short, it's ok...just get up, put sum Neosporin on it and keep trying. Know who's got your back and never let the haters distract you. You've been trained...you studied hard...now it's just time to step out on faith. Remember...if ever, whenever, whereever, you feel like you cnt go on...I got your back...and so do GOD and your angels...you got a strong team up there! So don't worry babygirl...YOU GOT THIS!

-Me

Last Night...

Bottle of NuVo{tht I drank like juice}...22.50
Dress...32.00
Price to get in the club...40.00
Partyin it up with till 4am, sweatin my hair out, and livin it up with the AUC class of 09 for possibly the last time...PRICELESS.

May 13,2009...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWAYNE!!!!!!
You're finally 21!!!!! Whoooooooo! I'm glad that I got to watch you grow from the crazy 18 yr old u were then, to the crazy 21 yr old you are now. Lol...but I must admit, that I am proud of the man you are becoming! You already know that I am not to thrilled at the fact that I couldn't come home to surprise but you know I'm there celebrating with you in spirit. So LIVE IT UP babe! Have fun in Vegas! Love you and you already know we will celebrate as soon as I and you get back. O...and remember...if you can't remember your 21st, you did it right! Lol. XOXO.

Random Thoughts...

- I really wish graduation would just hurry up and get here! Even though I still need to get my hair and nails done...and get my cap and gown...and do a few other things...I feel like I've been out here too long{I really have}...like I basically spent last week doing not a damn thing. I'ma miss Atlanta a month from now...but right now...I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

-Drake fans...1st off...I'll be at the concert on the 23rd...will u??? Lol. 2nd off...*puts on "cocky hat" for a min*...I've BEEN ON drake for the past 2 YEARS...so 2 all ya'll that got put on when u heard the So Far Gone mixtape, know every song from that mixtape but look at me funny when I tell you that "The Presentation" is my all time favorite Drake song, buy out alllllll the concert tickets in 5 hrs(*cough, Atlanta cough*), annnnnd(here's the kicker) think that "Heartbreak Drake" is a "new mixtape" and get mad at me when I tell u I already have all those songs on my iPod cuz it's just his "greatest hits"....please, please, please....FALL BACK! *takes "cocky hat" off* Thank you.

-Reggae Fest...Sunday the 24th...Erykah Badu is gonna be there...so is De La Soul...is we rollin?

-So yeah..."Turn My Swag On"...is my theme for the summer...so if you hear me singing it frequently...and u probably will...I'm apologizing now. O Soulja Boy...I wanna stop listening...but I can't.

-I think I'ma start buyin Girlfriends on dvd....there was a time when I could watch that show all day everyday...lowkey I still can....except the episodes "post-Toni Childs". Even though she wasn't my favorite, I find myself watching that epsidoes that were made after she left missing her presence. I finally caught an episode with her on it yesterday on WE (cuz it always seems like they just have the last 2 seasons of the show) and found myself happy to see Toni. Then I realized somethin...the shows with Toni had that extra element...they were 4...but on the shows without Toni it seemed like the writer and the actor's couldn't get used to being 3...the jokes always seemed incomplete. So I think I'm just by the episodes up until Toni's departure.


Well...I think that's all for now...until next time!

The Hughley's...

Just realized that I loved this theme song!

What I'm Listening To...

Def. been on these 3 cds tough for the past few weeks...they def got me up and movin through finals..

R-Les for Prez...

Ryan Leslie - Ryan Leslie


Miss Keri Baby...

Keri Hilson - In A Perfect World...


And Idk what to call her...ummmm..."Not-Beyonce"???

Solange - Sol-Angel & The Hadley St. Dreams (2008)


That's all folks!

Before I Forget...Again...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

This is the 1st year I'm not gonna spend Mother's Day with my mommy! And I'm not to happy about it either! Lol...so if anybody sees on the street...lol...tell her I said Happy Mother's Day!!!! And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers, soon-to-be-mothers, baby mommas, grandmothers, aunts, stepmoms, godmoms, adoptive moms, surrogates, foster moms, and any other woman that has ever held a child down...we appreciate you all!

"You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me..."

This Movie Always Makes Me Cry...

I'm watching it now...and it always gets me at the part where the "real mom"{Susan Sarandon} is singing "Ain't No Mountain High Enough" with her kids after she told them she has cancer. I mean really...EVERYTIME! If you haven't seen this movie...hang your head in shame!

Where Has She Been...

JoJo...yeah...I kno right...peep this...



Lowkey....ya'll still sleepin on her!

Real Spit...

I'm probably on sum real deep "emo" tip right now...matta fact..I kno I am...but I don;t even care...read this if you want.

In my 21{almost 22} yrs of life, I've come to realize one simple yet hard truth: YOUNG PEOPLE LIVE AS THOUGH WE ARE INVINSIBLE. And because we live and subconciously think as such, we treat others around us the same way. Considering everything I've been through these past three days, please know, that NONE of how I'm feeling was in my mind AT ALL. I never thought that I would be saying goodbye to my aunt so soon. I still feel as though its just a bad dream and I'ma wake up and she's gonna still be here. Words cannot even express how much I miss her and the sunshine she brought into my life.

I know that that last paragraph was kinda jumbled so to tie them together...Because I believe that I'm gonna be here tomorrow, I never stop to think that someone I love and care about won't be. I think because I'm invinsible everyone around me is...and their not. And it's not like I haven't been down this road before. I should have learned the 1st time when I lost my uncle and my grandmother in 03...but I didn't...so 6 years and 2 more relatives later...I still haven't figured it out. Until now. I can't tell you how many times I thought about my Aunt Margie this semester or talked about her to one of my friends...and do think I ever picked up the fone to see how she was doing???? NOT ONCE. Why? Because I just knew that she was gonna be home when I get back. So now I'm stuck in Atlanta 2 weeks before graduation...mourning my aunt. Now don't get me wrong...my aunt knew I loved her...but still...if I had one more chance to laugh with her, hug her, hang with her, even tell her I loved her...I would take it...in a heartbeat.

I wanna thank all my friends who have been there for me these past few days...offering their condolences, their ears, their shoulders...i appreciate you all and they mean so much to me. I am getting better...I think what hurt the most right now is just that I can't be home with my family during this time and as much as friends mean to me...there is nothing like family when you lose one of you. I just really wish I could be there for my moms and my little cousins.

Readers...I beg you to STOP living like there is always gonna be a tomorrow...you never ever know when anyone's time is up...cuz IT'S NOT UP TO US.

Damn...

When it rains it pours...and I am truely gonna miss her sunshine. *R.I.P.* Aunt Margie!!!!




...there's goes another person tht taught me how to live life and enjoy it. Thanks for literally showing me how to dance in the street.=)

Missing You - Brandy, Tamia, Gladys Knight & Chaka Khan

One Sweet Day - Mariah Carey


Tell everybody I said hey.

Hmmmm...

I think I'm lowkey excited about this...




...Loso if u ain't kno so!=)