Laugh Of The Day...

I can't stop laughing at this!




...lmmfaoooooooo!

SYTYCD....

Just two of my fave dances from this season:)







Enjoy!

07.21.09...

Everytime I Close My Eyes - Baby Face, Mariah Carey & Kenny G


^^^ PLAY THIS AS YOU READ FOO!^^^


HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!
I honestly wasn't sure we would make it this far but I'm glad we stuck it out and made it! We've definitely had more good times than bad...thanks for always being my biggest supporter and encouraging me to chase my dreams. You are my best friend...my love, and one of the few people that I feel completly myself with. Here's to never having an argument{even tho we both agree that arguing is healthy)...always being there for each other{even when physically we were about 3,00 miles apart}...the thousands of laughs...the hugs...the kisses...Dwayne and Whitley...the shoulders to lean on...the many movie nites...the Skype convos...and the zerberts...lol. I love you more than I can even show. So HAPPY ANNIVERSARY...and I'm sure they'll be many more...this is only the beginning.






"Fortunate to have you boy,
I'm so glad you're in my world,
Just as sure as the sky is blue,
I bless the day that I found you..."

Throwback Blog #3...

In case you are just tuning in to my blog #1....WELCOME! Lol...and #2...sometimes I like to look thru my old blogs on myspace and post 1 on here...it's a great way to see where I was then...and compare that to where I am now.

This entry is from May 2, 2007...

"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have recieved from God."

-2 Corinthians 1:3-4

I chose that scripture to open up my blog because it decribes a lot of what I have been going through lately...what most would like to call a "personal storm".
For those who don't know what that is, my definition of it is below:

Personal Storm: A set or group of trials and tribulations that one must go through to strengthen themselves and/or their relationship with God.

Now that we all know what it means, I shall continue...

Over the past couple of weeks, my faith in God has been tested greatly. I feel like I've been shoved around, kicked around, and knocked down...but through it all, I have managed to get up and perservere. But it hasn't been easy...I've got the battle scars to prove it. But the scripture above has really helped me put my storm into perspective and has helped me stay strong...with the help of a few friends of course:). The scripture tells me for one, that even though I feel alone...I'm not, for God is with me providing comfort. So whenever I'm knocked down, God is there to help me get up and he even puts band-aids on my cuts:). So even though I'm hurting, HE will always be there to give me a hug and tell me I'm ok. But that's not all...the scripture also tells me that I am going through what I'm going through so that when someone else goes through it, I'll be there to help them along the way. So it's kind of like a chain reaction of comfort and support....

Before I end this blog, I just wanna thank my friends{you kno who you are}, who have been there for me through this very trying time in my life, and lastly, I wanna thank GOD for my storm...even though it isn't over yet I KNOW I WILL survive it, and come away from it better than I was.

God is good all the time...All the time...

GOD. IS. GOOD.


...still pretty true today...even more so.


Be Blessed!

Revelation...

Isn't it funny how after a close loved one dies, you realize what a great impact they really had on your life? Like...you never realized it before, but once they are gone for good you realize how much of them is really in you?

Case in point: I knew my grandmother an my Aunt Margie had a enormous impact on my life, but I never realized until both of them were gone, just how MUCH like them I am.

My aunt loved bdays...she didn't care who's bday it was....it could have been sum strange person's bday...but she sent them a card anyway...I've always loved seeing people on the street with their bday money pinned to their shirt so much so that I even stop to give them some money if I have some.

My grandmother used to just laugh at all of the crazy things my family members did...I find myself laughing at them more often.

Etc., etc., etc....

Overall there have been a lot of times in the past few months where I haven;t been able to help smiling because I kno that they instilled in me sum very admirable attributes:)

Beyonce...Sweet Dreams...

As most of you know I am def NOT a Beyonce fan...but I admit...I do like this vid and this was the only song that I really liked from the "Sasha Fierce" album...




...shoutout to my BFFN J.O. cuz he likes when she spanks herself...lmao.

5 Days....

If u need me July 15-20, I'll more than likely be in a theater somewhere watching this...with the exception of bein at Adri's party of course:).

....and the first day...I'm goin to see it in IMAX...

There Is A Definite Crack In the Iceblock...

[[Before You Read]]: Please note that I am in a "idgaf" mood and have been for the past week or so. All I'm speakin is real spit bout me...so if u take offense...my bad...but I'm just speakin my feelings and I'm not gonna apologize for them.

When I prepared myself to leave ATL I knew that I was giving up a lot to gain a lot...but I guess I just really didn't know how much until tonight. I knew tht I was giving up my theatre circle...but thts coo...I can always make another one of those, but I totally didn't realize how much I was gonna miss my circle of friends.

I've known for a while now that most of my closest friends right now I met thru my bf or know him in some way...and I'm cool with that...I wudnt trade em for the world...but at the same time, when they decide to hang and have guys nite or sumthin...I feel a lil outta the circle if I'm not hanging out with my friends or somethin too. The only problem is...I really don't have tht many friends in LA that are just MY friends. And it's my fault...a lot of the people that I used to kick it with from hs are either parents(I kno rite) or just on sum stuff that I really ain't tryna be on. All I really have is my BFF and he's got a gf nd I got a bf so u know how that goes...

I really don't think I wud even be beefin this situation if when situations like this happen(nd they rarely ever happen) I wudnt stop nd think to myself "If I was n ATL ..." Like 2nite...a Fri. nite...in ATL...I wud b at game night with the game night crew at the Independent Bar...chillin...playin games...laughin...eatin...smokin(not I...I dnt do cloves) till 2 almost 3 in the morning...or out clubbin with my Mainz for free...instead of rollin to sum wack ass functions thrown by my homegirl n the hood who is younger than me, has people smokin weed all out n her front yard, nd makin sure my lil sis doesn't get caught faded by the police...yeah...not my idea of a turnt night.

So to sum up this post...cuz I'm coolin off so I'm forgettin why I'm typin this...I love the friends I have, but I do need a crew seperate from the boy toy, anddddd thats all I can remember....gnite ya'll.

I've Been Thinkin...

...and the only difference between me sayin watever I feel like and not givin a fuck and a 70 yr. old woman doin the same thing...is that I'm 21 and she's 70. That's some cold game ain't it?


Yeah...I was thinkin real hard about that the past couple of days.

Happy July...

Swear this summer is moving too fast! Sorry I haven't been around too much lately but I've been super busy workin and hangin. And unfortunately right now I'm too tired to really blog but I did wanna leave you with these thoughts...

1. Have ya'll seen the "Best I Ever Had" vid???? I see where you were goin with it Drake but seriously???? I mean...I have big boobs...and I can act...y cudnt I b n the vid? Geez! I'm not gonna post the vid on here...u guys gotta find it yourself.

2. His album comes out on Tues...=)


I soooooo cnt wait!