To Whom This May Concern,

I never asked to be your burden. What you did shows me what I knew but refused to believe all along...u never really cared. All those lies you've told me...wasn't to spare me and mines...but to help you sleep better at night. Never once have you even stopped to think how my life is right now...all you see is me "living easy" not once realizing that my happiness faded months ago.But its cool... you're always so willing to talk when the damage is already done and I'm so over it that it doesn't matter to me anymore. Just once, I wish you see me for the person I am and address me accordingly. Maybe then you would see that some of the shit you do is stupid and hurtful. The saddest part of this in my eyes, is that your actions prove to me that you have no idea who I am as a person. But...in all honesty, I take some of the blame in that...because I've known for years that you've had no idea who I am and never tried to speak with you about...I just figured you'd come up with another one of your lies to excuse your behavior instead of just admitting the truth. So for now...no I don't wanna talk...maybe when I calm down we can discuss things...but then again...how will I know you'll actually tell me the truth?