I Want...

I want to be a Tony Award winning actress
More than anything in this world
I wanna be able to always know
The path that GOD has chosen for me
So I can follow it without objection
I want to be forever internally happy
Because sadness is a waste of time
I want to be able to know how it feels
To have made a powerful impact on someone's life
I wanna know what it feels like to be missed everyday
By someone that I miss just as much
I wanna know what it feels like to go on an official date
With someone that I am wholeheartedly feelin
I wanna know what it feels like to have someone in my life
That wants to give me everything I want and need
But knows that me having just having them is enough
I wanna see myself in the same light that others see me in
I wanna be completely free of all self-conciousness
But most of all
I wanna experience love
Free of all rules, objections, restrictions, and inhibitions
Is that too much to ask?