So the other day me and my Left Brain were talking and we somehow got on the topic of being "lowkey"...now for those who dnt understand the term "lowkey", it means, "to be on the dl{no homo}", or just used to describe keeping something on the dl. So anyways...me and my Left Brain were talking and in the middle of the convo...I realized that I am a real lowkey person in general. I say that because:
1)I kno people but I dnt KNO evrybody...I'm not one of those that says they kno somebody cuz they kicked it with them thru a mutual friend once but after that never saw them again. but, if I'm n a social setting like a party or a kickback and I see people there that I've met b4, I will acknowledge their presence. So it's like...I kno a lot of people...but on the low...u get wat I'm sayin? LOL.
2)After having a convo with the BFF about how the guys talked about girls in hs...and having a few "drunken truths" spoken to me at a certain party recently...AND just remembering all my past experiences w. guys in the past, I have come to realize that, I am one of the "lowkey pretty girls". Yeah...you kno the "not exactly supermodel"..."not exactly skeez"...everybody thinks she's pretty but she secretly doubts herself type chick. It's like...I'm the chick most dudes would consider as "wifey material" later...but the sweet girl they're afraid to hurt now. Honestly...I feel some kinda way about that! LOL. A few flattering compliments here and there can do a lot for a girl's confidence...and I'm not saying I have low self-esteem...but I am admitting that I do have some insecurities about my appearance...and as much as it isn't your job to help me get over them...think about it...the girl that you see as "wifey material" now...is gonna have a harder time believing she's "wifey material" when you want her to be...cuz she spent so much time doubting herself now.
3)Is simple...I'm just a real laidback type of female. My idea of goin out and chillin with my dude doesn't really involve and expensive dinner and an expensive trip somewhere...we could just go for a walk...or go to the park and chill...yep...I like the simple things.
Hey...I appreciate and love my "lowkey-ness"...whether anybody else does...or not.
1)I kno people but I dnt KNO evrybody...I'm not one of those that says they kno somebody cuz they kicked it with them thru a mutual friend once but after that never saw them again. but, if I'm n a social setting like a party or a kickback and I see people there that I've met b4, I will acknowledge their presence. So it's like...I kno a lot of people...but on the low...u get wat I'm sayin? LOL.
2)After having a convo with the BFF about how the guys talked about girls in hs...and having a few "drunken truths" spoken to me at a certain party recently...AND just remembering all my past experiences w. guys in the past, I have come to realize that, I am one of the "lowkey pretty girls". Yeah...you kno the "not exactly supermodel"..."not exactly skeez"...everybody thinks she's pretty but she secretly doubts herself type chick. It's like...I'm the chick most dudes would consider as "wifey material" later...but the sweet girl they're afraid to hurt now. Honestly...I feel some kinda way about that! LOL. A few flattering compliments here and there can do a lot for a girl's confidence...and I'm not saying I have low self-esteem...but I am admitting that I do have some insecurities about my appearance...and as much as it isn't your job to help me get over them...think about it...the girl that you see as "wifey material" now...is gonna have a harder time believing she's "wifey material" when you want her to be...cuz she spent so much time doubting herself now.
3)Is simple...I'm just a real laidback type of female. My idea of goin out and chillin with my dude doesn't really involve and expensive dinner and an expensive trip somewhere...we could just go for a walk...or go to the park and chill...yep...I like the simple things.
Hey...I appreciate and love my "lowkey-ness"...whether anybody else does...or not.
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